New lease of life...

Stepbrother...

2008-09-12T21:26:00.003+08:00

Today I went to bryan's house to play poker. Thx to the hostel manager, I was late about 45 minutes to his house. I think joaee is right, I am addicted to poker, severely. Because I ran all the way to bryan's house and my mind keeps on appearing the scene which I was playing poker with them along the way. But this does not matter to me. Coz I won money today. $11.50. But I feel sorry to bryan coz there are some rounds which his hand is good but lost to my only slightly better hand.

Later we went to watch stepbrother at ps, acted by Will Ferrell and John C. Reilly. The movie is funny and hilarious but there are some disgusting scenes in the movie and I do not feel appropriate to write it on my blog. There are also some random scenes in the movie which will just make u laugh. Overall, it is a nice show and I strongly recommend it to everyone.

Tats all for today and I shall continue to watch prison break season 4.

Last day...

2008-09-07T18:11:00.004+08:00

THis is my last day at home for this september break. Juz finish dinner with my family and ready to go back to the hostel. My mom is nagging to me at this moment when I am writting my blog. Although it is annoying, ironically I wish to hear more from her. Perhaps this is the way which I could feel the love from her. Dad may be quiter but I know he cares for me. The home dishes that he cooked for us are fully filled with wramth and love. I feel very fortunate for having such a caring parent.

Well, I think is time to go back to hostel. Cya.

Contradiction.

2008-09-06T00:23:00.004+08:00

I just finished my dota game in a minute ago. Sian I lose another match again. If only the Axe corporates well with us, we would have won the match...

It was another day which I spent most of time playing dota than forcing myself to sit in front of the table to study. I juz counld not study for a long time and tend to walk around, eat and sleep after doing exercises awhile. The worst part is when I switch on my laptop and promise myself juz to use a while and after that go back to study. Because such promise will not come true and I wil use it untill I am satisfied with it and most of the time when I finish using it, the clock shows 00:00.

This is kinda of my holiday life. Quite contradict to what I have written on wed on my blog huh. Now when u ask me abt the promise, I wil juz say forget it. Enjoying life is more important. Oh yeah I need to cut my hair tmr. Too long le.

Ok. tats all for today. Hope i can do sth productive tmr. Nite.

September break...

2008-09-03T15:34:00.002+08:00

It is so comfortable to be at home. Nice food, nice bed... Everything is nice. Especially spending enjoyable time with my family. I really wish that time could stop at this september break and let me to enjoy whatever i want. But sadly this is impossible and i have to go back to the, well, not pretty nice but 'stayable' hostel and resume my preparation for my prelim.

Dunno why, i felt that i have wasted two years in my jc lives. Looking back, i find that there are a lot of things which i should have done but always fail to do so as either i lack of confident or feel that it is troublesome. And when i think deeply of myself i find that i have nothing but a spiritless body moving around like a zombie. There should be a change!! And i hope that this september break is a good time for me to have a change.

Well, after i have a great time with my family and go back to my normal life, hope that you will see a different side of me.